quirk: flower !!

hi! i'm hana, seventeen, and currently really into bnha. i do art and anime journaling. here is where i have my about me and fic recs (though the page is still kind of a wip...), so if you're interested in any of that, stick around!


about me !!

i'm viet and living in the usa. this coming school year i'll be a senior, c/o '21! i'm in my school's medical program and am aiming to be a radiologist, though radiology tech is more likely,,,

i read... a lot of fanfic. since the quarantine started, i've read about 5 mil+ words of just. straight up fanfic. i read mainly genfic, though romance gets in my reading list from time to time.


fic recs !!

disclaimer: exclusively bnha!

please check fic tags!! i won't be listing warnings in the descriptions!!


gen fic recs

if you don't know, gen fics are general fics, meaning focus on story and character development instead of relationship development.

some fics with ships listed are here because there isn't romance

*ordered by word count, least to great!

cw for summaries: suicide, character death, blood, self harm

✘ really good
✘✘ absolute favorite
✔ finished
★ manga spoilers

last updated 8/27/2020

Random Encounters:
1.1k words | ✔
He had imagined many scenarios in which he would meet All for One again.

None of those scenarios involved them at a random meet and greet in a park. Or All for One having an oddly adorable child with him.

But here they were.
dad for one and adorable midoriya! really funny i enjoyed it

Given:
1.5k words | Inko/Hisashi (Dad for One AU) | ✔
Inko discovers the truth about her husband.
dad for one, quirkless izuku, an angry mother, what could go wrong? inko centric + a mother's love. warning for murder (very brief) since it's not tagged

But Then, You:
2.6k words | ✘
Izuku was badly hurt, after the USJ. When Hisashi let himself into Izuku’s bedroom that night, he found his sleeping child with a Quirk he could not take and bones that were well beyond broken. By all rights, Izuku should be nearly unable to walk.

He sat there, unmoving, for most of the night, hand tangled in Izuku’s hair.

Year after year, All for One comes back to his son.
mind the tags. it's a... pretty fluffy/angsty dad for one. he doesn't try to convert izuku to the other side, he just tries to love him. the end made me cry

something else to pretend:
5.0k words | ✔
Bakugou apologies. Somehow, this makes things worse.
mind the tags. it's a... pretty fluffy/angsty dad for one. he doesn't try to convert izuku to the other side, he just tries to love him. the end made me cry

Meet The Hatchling:
5.4k words | ✔
“You think my lack of a quirk makes me weak.” It’s a statement, not a question. His eyes scan those of Class 1-A, at least the ones who hadn’t averted their eyes in guilt at his statement.

“Well...no offense my dude, but being a Hero without a quirk could put you in a lot of danger,” Kaminari pipes in, voice shaking slightly, his words punctuated with nervous laughter.

“And being a Hero with that kind of prejudice will get you killed.”
quirkless midoriya with adopted father aizawa!! he kicks ass and subverts expectations. class 1-a is Very unbearable tbh but i still love them

with hands like ghosts:
5.4k words | ✔✘
Izuku, the methodology of trauma, a series of conversations, & the price of being named one side of a same coin.
wow.....

Slip Away:
8.3k words | ✔
The kid is small, and underfed, and useless in a fight without his crowbar, but Shouta moves slowly. He won't make the mistake of bringing in a kid like that again without some gained trust first.

Now if he can only keep him alive while that trust is built.
vigilante midoriya gets in trouble and aizawa's dad instincts kick in. also!! a shinsou appearance!!

Time Trouble:
10.0k words | ✔✘
When the entirety of class 1-a finds themselves stuck in a time loop what will they do? Will they continue to be responsible heroes in training or will they maybe cave and do some more, interesting things with their seemingly infinite amount of time? Only time will tell.

Featuring: Class 1-a going on a quest to make the best ice cream, personality swaps, and more.
there's a LOT of shenanigans. 43+ loops man

next time, next time:
10.0k words | AU to Fic: a lesson you should heed (try, try again) (13.4k words, gen) | ✘✘
Over and over again, Aizawa Shouta is woken by the same alarm, at the same time, on the same day.

The roof access door alarm is triggered. It is 7:56am. It is Saturday.

And over and over again, Aizawa Shouta is just barely too late to stop Midoriya Izuku from stepping off of the ledge and splattering onto the concrete below.
no shinsou in this one but dadzawa!!! i like. actually cried in this one

My Hero Crackademia:
10.4k words | EraserMic | ✔?
Aizawa loves his students. Todoroki loves his theories. Shenanigans ensue.

Memos from U.A.:
10.5k words | DekuBowl | ✘
Since class 1-A and the other students are teenagers, they need guidance and rules to make sure they don't get too out of hand. UA's administration just wishes they didn't have to keep making new ones. Or that the students wouldn't take the existing rules as a challenge.
the first part is written like. notice board notes and the second is fics expanding on the notice board notes

Wind The Watch For Time You Don't Need:
12.2k words | ✔
Midoriya Izuku is five the first time he thinks about death. It's senseless, and scarlet, and smells like iron, sickly sweet.

He decides he wants to know more, about this thing that seems to pain everyone else around him.

Maybe Kacchan will stop bothering him now?
PLEASE MIND THE TAGS

a lesson you should heed (try, try again):
13.4k words | ✘✘
Izuku doesn't know why the day keeps resetting. He doesn't know why he's trapped on campus, or why there's no phone reception, or why Aizawa and Shinsou keep losing their memories of the Saturdays they've already lived, while Izuku remains constantly, painfully aware.

But he does know this: Aizawa and Shinsou keep dying, over and over again, in more brutal and creative ways. And it's his job to save them.
dude. just. dude. read it, it hurts, shinsou's mean but he's hurt, midoriya's hurt, aizawa's hurt. please read it

Wrong answers don't mean you should stop asking questions:
21.9k words | ✘✘
Or, how Midoriya was told he couldn’t be a hero by All Might, so he decided he would ask every other hero if he could be one.
persistence is key kids

From Here to Ten Thousand:
26.9k words | ✘
Izuku gets his quirk at one thousand five hundred days, almost four years old and two months. At least, maybe it's a quirk? He'll have to ask his mom when she wakes up. Whenever that is.
angst man it's angst. he has a quirk that stops time but... also he's a kid for the story so far

An Accident at Work Study:
36.7k words
Izuku is working hard to prove himself at his work study, but it's hard when Sir Nighteye has made it clear he's not wanted. But what happens when Izuku is caught in a villain attack on his way to the agency? Will a few revelations about his most recent intern's past be enough for Sir Nighteye to change his mind about All Might's successor?
nighteye being a dick, midoriya doing something Awesome and nighteye realizing 'shit maybe this kid is good

AllMightAllTheTime said at 12:13pm:
47.7k words | ✘
Quirk analyst Midoriya and 'We Live In A Society' Shinsou make a Youtube channel.
there's a deeper story than the partial crack displayed anddddd i'm excited

Vigil, Ante, and their Vigilante Antics:
48.2k words
What happens when you knock Izuku to the ground and take away all of his hopes and dreams?
The boy will get back up, clawing his way to the top if it's the last thing he does.

Featuring Vigilante Izuku, his partner-in-heroism Hitoshi, and some Parental Aizawa as a bonus!
shenanigans and the past coming back to haunt izuku

A Difference of Perspective:
48.6k words | ✘✘
Fifteen years ago, a boy disappeared. Ripples in the water, the butterfly flaps its wings, and everything changes.
midoriya went missing and tsukauchi investigates the cold case fifteen years later. it's VERY COOL and despite what it seems at the beginning theres. bamf midoriya he's Awesome. half of it is written like a transcript which i really liked. throughout the story as the mystery unfolds you'll find yourself going WOAH REALLY?? a lot i really like this series

A Deadman's Gun:
65.1k words | ✘✘
“I—“ Izuku hesitated, gaping wordlessly, before admitting softly. “I don’t know. I just don’t want to go home. There’s nothing for me, there.”

“So you filled this hole by playing detective— And how long is that going to last, I wonder?” Stain replied, still massaging his chin. “But you— You have potential.”

Izuku blinked at Stain’s chest, before looking up. “Excuse me?”

“What a waste would it be, to let you become a red splatter on the sidewalk.” Stain continued, almost contemplating. “No. No, kid, what you need is a new purpose. Your old one is gone? Well, time to get off your ass and find something else—“
WOW DID I CRY A LOT. dude. bittersweet ending mind the tags. MIND THE TAGS. a great GREAT dad!stain and feral midoriya but it's sad feral midoriya ): please. just read it wow

Hero Class Civil Warfare:
85.5k words | ✔✘✘
Heroes lead by Bakugo.

Villains lead by Midoriya.

Seven days prep time.

Three days for Izuku Midoriya to show why they should be glad he's not a real villain.
Yall i sped through this fic in four hours in the middle of the night it's so good and everything is SO SATISFYING. midoriya is a force to be reckoned with and minor characters like shinsou, hatsume, and monoma have THEIR MOMENTS!! and i love it. i can usually speed read fics, but i had to slow down quite a bit to take in the fight scenes correctly. there's a lot of time skipping (back and forth) but it's clear when it's time skipping. there's also a lot of code names used, so it might get confusing from time to time. if you don't know class 1-a and 1-b by name and appearance, you'll have to do a lot of googling if you want to visualize everything. but even so, the fic is just... amazing to me.

He Lied:
133.8k words |
From a young age, Izuku had to hide his quirk. At first he did it because his dad asked him to, because it was something special that he could do with him. It wasn't too long before he started hiding it in shame. When he finally meets his idol, All Might, Izuku decides he can't live like that anymore. He has to take down his villainous father, All for One, no matter how much it hurts.
dude. this is very good but you're gonna feel helpless reading it it HHHHHH. bakugou redemption and BASTARD ALL MIGHT but he soon finds the error of his ways

If Only I Had A Heart:
252.9k words | ✘✘
Being born quirkless wasn't a curse, Midoriya Izuku refused to believe that, and he would show the world through astonishing intellect, bravery, and a heart that feels for all paths he crosses that this is true. Even when damaged, ridiculed, and put down, he will be strong, for all these things are a challenge. A challenge from the very universe to become something great and change the foundation of society as he knows it.
essentially tony stark/shuri!midoriya. child GENIUS he's so cool. please look at the characters present. there isn't anything about ua or class 1-a at the moment but its hopefully soon!! also a couple of main-ish oc's but they feel really natural to the story, but if that ain't your thing-


bg romance fic recs

these are fics where romance isn't the main focus of the story! focused on story/character development but with a hint of mush

*ordered by word count, least to great!

✘ really good
✘✘ absolute favorite
✔ finished
★ manga spoilers

last updated 8/27/2020

Stand Up or Fall Down Fighting:
719 words | EraserMic
Three times Aizawa didn't back down and one time he did
there's only one chapter so far so no erasermic yet but still valid

Bad Apple:
3.5 words | TodoDeku + OchaTsuyu + KiriBaku | ✔
The first day of U.A. starts on April 8th.

It is a day that is forever burned into Izuku's mind.

Because he will always return to that day whenever he dies.
WOW THIS HURTED HARD

Reflections:
7.6k words | Inko/Hisashi (Mom for One) | ✔✘
She loves them. She'll do anything to protect them.
it was a little hard to follow but... mom for oneee

Better Still Today:
27.4 words | EraserMic | ✘
Midoriya Inko (Nee Aizawa) is Eraserhead's big sister/full time guardian. Not long after he graduates, tragedy strikes, and Shouta is left the sole caretaker of his newly-traumatized 5 year old nephew.
dude every fic in this was part of the whumptober series further down this list you are Not going to be ok

Crossfire:
39.2 words | EraserMic + TodoDeku | ✘✘
There's a new vigilante out there, taking down villains and thoroughly confounding the police while wearing a blindfold. Detective Tsukauchi is at his limit, so he calls in the big guns.

Shouta Aizawa should have known this wouldn't be a milk run. Bagging a vigilante is never easy, but one that has police scrambling in all directions, grasping at unraveling threads, is even more difficult.

When he comes face to face with the blindfolded vigilante who smiles like sunshine and talks a mile a minute like a ridiculous hero fanboy, pro hero Eraserhead realizes they know even less than they thought.
ITS FROM JAPAN. IT'S A GRAY OBLONG PILL. QUANTUM NANOTECHNOLOGY CPU. ok not really but it's what it reminded me of except with a little less villainous intentions. IT'S REALLY GOOD!! a lot of emotions, bakugou caring in his own tsundere way, SHINSOU!!!!!, dadzawa, good things!!!!!

Possession is Nine-Tenths of the Law:
55k words | KiriBaku
Izuku was just fast enough to dive through after Katsuki, but didn't have a plan on what to do after that. Survival became the only game to play as they waited to be saved, and Izuku became determined to replace what was taken after they are.

How much is TOO much, though?
the tags bro the tags. the first part of the story is. pretty good angst BUT the second part is like Pure crack. also it seems like the story has been abandoned so if you want an eventual finish i'm not really sure if that'll happen.

Whumptober 2019:
70.6k words | EraserMic | ✘
i beat up on izuku midoriya for 31 days straight
PLEASE MIND THE TAGS!! it's whump man. you won't be ok. but the comfort... the comfort is so good...

Viridian:
110.9k words | EraserMic | ✘
When the world ends, their only hope is to send one Quirkless man back in time. Back in his 14-year-old body, will Midoriya Izuku be able to save the world that shunned him all his life? And will he finally be able to become a hero this go around?
Good thing he had time as a vigilante to practice.
if you've seen umbrella academy, midoriya is essentially five. there's a good amount of angst, midoriya changing society for the quirkless, big bro hawks, vigilanteing.


romance focused fic recs

these are fics that focus on developing a romantic relationship!

*ordered by word count, least to great!

Ojiro Mashirao on dreams and Shinsou Hitoshi:
110.9k words | OjiShin | ✘✘
“Why aren’t we friends?” Dream-Shinsou asks him once, to which Dream-Mashirao, who is a fool and cannot be trusted, replies, “Because I’m shy.”

“I am not shy,” Real-And-Awake-Mashirao declares to his ceiling.

***

Sometimes Mashirao wishes real life would just turn out to be a fever dream.
dumbasses to lovers headass. it's ojiro's pov and it was Wonderful. it's half comedy half angst and i get whiplash whenever it switches but i love it


how you can help

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if it seems as though i'm ignoring an issue, please tell me that too! chances are i have no idea it's even going on!


in regards to change.org

the bulk of what i know is that the donations done on change.org go directly to their corporation. what i've read tells me that they use the money to help push these issues to the public eye + important people.

i'm not in a position to donate, but i would personally be uncomfortable donating on this site, because it goes back to the corporation and because i'm misinformed. i don't know where to see the money goes and i don't know where to find more information about this for-profit site.

that isn't to say avoid the site entirely. to my knowledge, signing petitions still make a difference. but maybe think about other places your donations could go.

i'm always open to anyone who wants to give me sources to better inform myself!


this is what some people might call a controversial opinion

this year has been... something lmao

with all of those bad somethings, though, comes good somethings. mainly, now that we're all quarantined with no outside forces to distract us from the shit happening in the world, activism is at like, an all time high.

so... yay! it's easier than ever to help! but... there's a lot to try to help.

the media keeps punting bad event after bad event into our faces. there's numerous petitions to sign, numerous topics to bring awareness to, numerous events to go to, community activities to do, all to make a change. it makes sense that eventually we would get activism burnout.

it's draining. sometimes things don't turn out the way you want. yet another issue comes up that feels like it's impossible to help. sometimes you just get plain tired.

in my opinion, it's okay if you want to take a break from activism to focus on yourself. you can't help others if you're mental health is being boggled down from every single tragedy in the world. as long as you get back up and continue to help, i don't see an issue with blocking it from your peripheral for just a moment to recuperate.

but fuck if it doesn't make me feel guilty lmao. bad things don't stop happening, even if you don't see it. even if we're not affected by it, others are, and they can't stop fighting, so why should we? that is why this is a ✨controversial opinion ✨. i still don't have all the answers. i hate feeling selfish for taking time to rest. but sometimes that's what you have to do to work at your best.